I am putting this as up a last resort. I have been recently diagnose with PTSD, disassociative identity not otherwise specified (DDNOS) on top of bipolar depression and extreme anxiety.
This is a a challenge to deal with even with meds with regards to performing necessary things such as bringing my best self to work. Another disturbing effect is large periods of missing time that I cannot get back. This disassociative Amnesias is making it harder to remember things in a way that gravely impacts my everyday life. If I had a person with me they would be able to bring me out of that state. However, I have no person anymore.
The recommendation of my therapist is that I get a service dog to keep me present and positive.