I am raising funds to assist with moving my business forward as it is a new company which I have not ignoring for many many years, as well assisting with my professional dance education.
I have been through a tremendous amount of abuse in all its forms throughout my life and I am not asking for anyone to feel sorry for me, because it has only made me that much stronger, but I am asking to please understand where I am coming from.
It has taught me me many lessons along the way, most importantly, how to Love myself again. I dedicated my entire life to people who didn’t care about at all, but because of feeling as if I was not deserving of anything good, I allowed them to continue to abuse me and use me for their own purposes and hidden agendas. I have come a long way from that girl in the closet, and now I have no one to turn to for help, so I am asking you out there for help.
I have never asked for help from anyone before, believe it or not, and most definitely not from strangers, but someone said to me “stop being so fearful and give people a chance to help you”, so I took the leap of faith and sought some help. I am a strong woman, but sometimes I just want to hide and bury myself, so I don’t feel the pain all over again, but I know I can’t do that, so I am here being very transparent.
I am a single mother of 3 children and believe me, it’s very hard when you are not able to provide as you would like, and to see the look on their faces covered in disappointment although they say it’s okay mom, you feel your heart ripping into pieces all over again, this time from your children.